It felt so right when he walked back into my life. I knew that I had loved him all along. The past two and a half years I've loved him. Yes there have been issues. Yes there have been reasons as to why we couldn't be together. But we had made the decision to be apart of each other's lives again...then reality set in. He doesn't want to hold me back....hold me back from what? All I know is that I love him and have been in love with him for this long. He's not holding me back. I want to be with him. But I can't make something work if he's not willing to try. Now I have to face the fact that he is also leaving NN so I will no longer have any type of contact with him. I had him back in my life for a month...granted it hasn't been the best month for either of us but it was one of the best months in my life. I had him in my life. I had all I needed. But I understand he's reasons. All I can do is sit back and watch now. I'm no longer on his team. Baby I love you and I wish you the best