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i still don't feel better....i hate allergies
I realized today that I'm trying to hard. I've given my all and yet the desired result hasn't happened. I don't know how long I can keep this up. It's wearing on me. I've became a shell of myself. I just wish things would work themselves out. I feel like I'm running in circles. I wish I knew what I was doing......
2 good songs I love
![smile smile](https://cdn.bnude.com/_common/modules/emoji/images/smile.gif)
[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n2DDyzrC5io&feature=related[/url]
[url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7suKUwaZFNg[/url]