sexpot2287's Blog

So yeah, haven't been around much or talking to many of my peeps. And I'm sorry. Just a crappy month or two. Found out that I am basically infertile. I could do fertility treatments but our insurance doesn't cover any of it so that's out the window since there is no guarantees that it would work anyway and we would feel irresponsible spending that kinda cash on it since we do have kids. (He has two from previous relationship, and we have one.) so my peeps give me time. It's been an adjustment and not a good one.

Xoxo,
Ash

Ok so it's a big hint to what I am being for a Halloween this year but love this song.

Don't fucking lie.

It's easy, when someone asks you a question tell the FUCKING truth. It's not hard. You would actually be surprised about how easy it is. Then when you get caught in the lie DON'T GET PISSY WITH ME WHEN I TELL YOU TO FUCK OFF. I have enough bullshit in my life without a liar trying to add more.

Sorry for the rant, the idiots are just out in packs lately.

Yeah, so our month of being absent turned into two months due to something unexpected.

Mr.Tex lost his father at the beginning of June and we were all taken by complete shock. He wasn't ill and no one saw it coming. We are doing better. Just still have a lot on our plates. Have patience with us cause we are just now kinda getting back into our own groove of things.

We did miss y'all and a few of y'all were very kind and supporting during the last two months and we appreciate it.

HUGS AND KISSES!!!!

I'll be absent on and off for the next month. Moving, the summer, life, that gets crazier everyday, becoming a better me. So friends know that I'm not ignoring you, just probably almost bald from the craziness. lol. I'll pop on when I can and those with my personal email just shoot me a sentence or two, I'll answer when I can. I have just come to the conclusion after giving so much of myself to others for the past 9 years it's time to take some back for myself. So who knows what will happen? The thought scares me and excites me at the same time. So fingers crossed that I can stick with this and not fall back into my life revolving completely around four other peoples needs 24/7.

XOXOXOX,
Ash

So back in my partying days when I did to much of it, lol, they always had those one or two guys who wouldn't take the fucking hint no matter how many times you told them no that it was girls night, I wasn't looking. I had a guy follow me out of the bar, where I preceded to hug the trash can, after way to many free shots from dancing on the stage with the girls, and ask if he could go home with me, what's my number was, how he could get a hold of me again. So fellows just some advice, sometimes woman do like to go out and not y'all in their faces.

My hubby thinks this is the nastiness song he has ever heard. He's a bit of a prude I think. But then again I have corrupted him quite a bit in the bedroom in the last eight years.

So I am gonna put this out there in the odds some of these assholes I'm talking about gets the picture. I don't fool around with married men unless your wife is down too. Hubs and I are honest with our wants and needs, and I have already got a very nasty email from a wife that I didn't even know was in the picture. I'm not a homewrecker. If your not getting it at home maybe try talking to your wifey about it. Even though Hubs and I do play with others we still honor of marriage. We don't keep things from one another and nor are we looking to for any attachment other than great sex and great friends. We are actually very happy in our marriage and even though we have had major issues, none have ever involved another person. I'm not judging those who do step out on their spouses, I'm just not one to help with the process.

If this offends, Sorry. I may have an unusual marriage compared to most but Hubs and I always know what the others doing.

Ash

I was addicted to pills right off moving to Texas, actually anything that numbed how I felt. This is the song I needed then to explain how I felt cause people couldn't understand why I did what I did. It's not always the bad stuff that makes it hard, it def more of the good stuff that gets to you when it's gone.

It only took 8 years but hubs and I finally got a weekend away with no kids, no deaths in the family, no family drama, just a weekend away to reconnect and enjoy each other. I will admit I am definitely in a better state of mind today. We have been working on a lot of problems in our relationship and this weekend away was definitely a big step forward. (Plus sex, at anytime we wanted it.) So you pervs will prob get to an experience a much happier sexpot the next few days till the kids drive me back into crazy land anyway.