subpunk

im basically an old cat lady who hasnt yet reached old age. Social anxiety has pretty much killed any drive i may have had to go out. i no longer date and recently became celibate...convenience not religious or moral reasons. i pretty much have my own little world that i say hidden in and i dont plan on changing that. you are not the exception, you will not "fix" or "convert" me. please dont try or suggest that nonsense. i have a fairly high sex drive...i just have no more tolerance for other people so i have amassed a fairly impressive collection of sex toys, porn, and some obscure fetishes that work. im inverted bi-curious. im basically super-gay with a latent heterosexual quirk that pops up occasionally that is irrelevantly random. the drunker i get the straighter i become so by the time im plastered and falling over im kinda 50/50 bi. im extremely eccentric, highly intellegent yet socially inept and physically unhealthy/fragile. if i could trade bodies with anyone i would in a nanosecond with about 80 percent of women or better. self-loathing, artistic, a bit of a drug-advocate (within reason) and a pretty morbid individual