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My wife, Hanny, and I have been married for 10 years and we both enjoy sex a lot. We’re both from Toronto, Canada and are in our 40’s. We always considered sex to be one of the best parts of our relationship. However, having small children and busy jobs makes it really difficult to connect sexually but last month all changed when we finally did something we fantasized about for many years.

Soon after we were married I noticed that my wife left the windows opened when we had sex. I was initially surprised and then turned on by the possibility of someone watching her. I talked to her about it when we were both aroused and tipsy. We were honest about how we felt and couldn’t escape the fact that we were exhibitionists! It became fun to have sex in places where we might be seen but we never went further than that.

Last year we stayed at a really nice hotel during the summer and one day when my wife was lying on the beach and I was putting some lotion on her back and legs. A young man came while I was working on her legs to bring us some towels and stopped for a little chat. I was putting some lotion on her inner thighs and gently removed her bikini bottom to the side to give him a chance to see her pussy. It all happened so fast and she didn’t even notice. There was this one brief sexy moment of seeing him staring between her legs. She didn’t believe me when I told her and said I wouldn’t do such a thing. I felt a bit guilty and felt like a pervert for exposing her to a stranger but I couldn’t stop thinking about it.

I found it very disturbing that this brief moment became the center of my fantasies and I found it even more disturbing to fantasize about other men touching her and even having sex with her while I watched. I started to search about my new feelings over the internet as I could hardly discuss them with anyone or even with my wife. I guess I was looking for some assurance that it wasn’t that bad to have these fantasies and that they were “normal”. I was amazed to discover that threesome fantasies are the most common for married couples. I also learned that there is a big difference between fantasies and reality and that the majority of couples never try to take any serious steps to make their fantasies come true.

It was very difficult to talk to my wife about what was turning me on. I wasn’t sure how to tell her. It just isn’t easy to tell the woman you love that you want to watch her getting fucked! It came out one night when I had too much to drink and I was so relieved when she didn’t protest too much. Actually, I thought she liked the idea but it took us many months to feel comfortable enough to talk openly about how turned on we both were by our new fantasy.

We started thinking about turning our fantasy into reality but got really worried about the affect of this on our marriage. This was unknown territory for both of us and we wanted to be as sure as we can possibly be but we simply couldn’t decide….. We just talked and fantasized for a couple of years and gradually, our fantasy became very comfortable to talk about and we felt that this brought us closer together somehow. Not being able to mention this to any one else became our little naughty secret.

We eventually decided to not keep it as just a fantasy but to move very slowly and cautiously towards making it happen. An erotic massage was the obvious choice for a first step. We felt it would be better to do this far away from home, friends, family and people we know. We regularly visit London and we decided to wait for a chance to go there and find the right person.

Last month we managed at last to go to London for a couple of days. We made contact with a couple of amateur masseurs before we got there and after a couple of phone calls everything was arranged. The evening Hanny was getting her massage was very difficult for us. We couldn’t believe we were doing it and had second thoughts but we were also very excited. We started drinking a couple of hours before our appointment and my wife was completely legless when the gentleman arrived. I was also “under the influence” but I wanted to be sober enough to take some pictures. To be honest, I needed the alcohol to help me relax.

Our masseur, John, was a 40 something guy. Pretty average in every way and we discovered later that he wasn’t even very good as a masseur but he was horny and really excited to see and touch my wife and that’s what mattered. He followed my instructions exactly and started slowly with my wife lying on the bed on her stomach with a towel on top of her. After a few awkward strokes to her shoulders and neck I removed the towel and that was the moment I fantasized about for so long. Watching the way he was looking at her was very sexy. He obviously hasn’t done this a lot and I offered to join him. I couldn’t wait to show him more of her body. I started gently squeezing her ass cheeks and separated them while doing so. I then poured some more oil on her bum and let my middle finger slide inside her. I told him it was his turn and went to get the camera. I started taking pictures of another man massaging and finger fucking my wife’s ass while she was enjoying every second of it. This was so unbelievably sexy and unreal at the same time.

I was worried that Hanny wouldn’t be able to hold back much longer so I asked her to turn around and as she turned she saw us and it was as if she’d woken up suddenly and realized what was happening…… She blushed, kept her legs very tight together and closed her eyes again. I asked John to leave us alone for a couple of minutes and started talking to her. She told me she was worried that what we were doing was wrong for us and our marriage; she was worried about what I will think of her after this. I just touched her pussy and it was literally dripping and then I took her hand to touch my cock to show her how hard I was. I said that being this excited together can’t be bad for us. I told her that we were doing this as a couple. We were having our big sexual adventure and fulfilling our fantasies instead of giving in to a predictable boring sex-life. I also told her that I have never been so turned on by her as I was at that moment. I then gave her a long kiss and asked her to spread her legs and show this guy what a beautiful sex goddess she was. She seemed to relax again and when he came back she spread her legs just a little but it was enough for both of us to enjoy looking at her smooth shaved pussy.

Our English friend seemed to know how to turn her on. He had a long, horny look at her pussy, leaned over to be only inches away from it and then started massaging her inner thighs. He would get very close to her pussy but stop just before touching it. I started taking pictures again and I could tell Hanny was getting into it once more and was dying to be touched where it mattered. He finally touched her pussy with one hand and played with her nipples with the other. This was simply too much for me and I started stroking my cock. John asked if he could do the same and I nodded Yes……….

Hanny started massaging my cock and I was really surprised when she also touched John. I felt jealous but very, very turned on. To see her lying naked with her legs spread and another man’s cock in her hand was the sexiest thing I have ever seen. I didn’t want to stop anything but I wanted to feel that Hanny was mine and mine alone. I just turned to John and told him I always wanted someone to take pictures of us while we’re having sex. Hanny seemed even more excited when she heard that. She let go of his penis and pulled me closer to her. I started making love to her and it felt really exciting. I wanted to watch john touch her again. He started to tease her nipples. I started fucking her harder and he was staring at my penis going in and out of her. She was holding her legs up in the air to give us the best view possible. John grabbed her foot and started licking her toes. I couldn’t hold back any longer and started to cum. Hanny started cumming with me and we both had really powerful orgasms. Poor John had to come in his hand but wasn’t complaining.

It felt a bit awkward to say “goodbye, nice meeting you” to John but we started making love again the minute he left….. We were still turned on by what happened. We’re thinking of repeating the same experience again soon but maybe this time we’ll go a bit further……..