this is such a great site, i love looking at the pictures and the videos. I also love checking out the forum for different threads, it seems like many of the people here are really real and not doing it for money...i hope to take some pictures tomorrow in a new city which should be fun, not sure how i will do it but i will be...i have a very addictive personality and today i had the most incredible urge to drink and get drunk...i just want to be kind of crazy and have that ease that you feel when drinking...but i won't because i don't have someone to watch my back when i drink....a couple of guys from a place i work at keeps trying to get me to go out, they are really nice but sometimes i don't know my limits and i am afraid of the resulting action that i end of talking myself into after a few into a situation that what might happen its been about 6 years to not get drinks...i have been really good lately probably for over 1 month, with healthy friends to watch out for me..gs.crazy things can happen....i just need to get this urge out of me.... |