I was checking the blogs and reading all the ones mentioning the issues with status and such and realized I have not really updated my blog with an actual text based blog in a while. And in all honesty since yes I am the center or close to the center of the whole thing I fell I need to say a few things. So here goes, some people who have been around as long or longer then I have been know that I had my original account deleted. This was upsetting and made me mad I did not cry though, it is just a website after all, I was upset because I had just been gifted a year premium by someone who since then has not contacted me unless I contacted then, this person is and was a kind and respectful guy he asked not only me but Master if he could gift me premium, and said all he wanted was to know that for the next year he could see my pictures and that I could post more often. It is partly due to this that I have given away quite a lot of premium time using the nudles I have earned here, and some of the people who have benefited from them have no idea. Back to my point though after a few PMs exchanged between NN and Master NN agreed to restore my account under this name and my premium as well as my Verification, which as anyone who know me know I feel is just as important to supporting this place as being premium.
Soon after this I started being attacked by various members and several trolls, some of you may remember when we had one troll who swore he would be back with friends when he slipped up and I revealed he had created an account for the purpose of defending himself, well he came back with 6 or 7 fake accounts and tried attacking me even threatened me in PM's saying they would track me down and show up at my house and hurt me. I was again upset a little unnerved by how obsessed someone can, be but still not tears. I sent copies of these to support who not only deleted the accounts but banned the IP yep they were all from the same guy.
Still as time went on I was continually attacked and down voted yes I as everyone at the time who it was happening to got upset and was often trolled. Someone pointed out that the block feature didn't work exactly like I had though so I decided to simply start deleting comments left by those who I would have blocked a feature that by the way anyone can do from their My Status Updates page. This has worked overall with exception to a couple of guys who I have always considered trolls who have thought it funny to comment and wait for it to be deleted, which is in fact a internet troll behavior by the way. Then after awhile I got tired of seeing dick shots in the photo section with hide dick filter and tired of fakes posting from paysites so I applied to be a Photo Mod. Then when I signed in and realized I was a mod, I realized I was not only a Picture but a Chat and Status Mod. A few month later some of the people who I had been deleting comments from on my status updates started getting upset and saying I was using my Mod abilities to censor them, considering the fact that I had been deleting their comments for much longer then I have been a Mod this is out right laughable.
Then for some reason over the last week or two I have been blatantly attacked by a couple of members one of who after seeing the blogs being posted saying the behavior of people like this needs to stop, has actually acted as though they have no idea what is going on. I have been personally attacked and have had my Master attacked as well, again even with all the bullying and outrageous attacks on me no tears no hint of any either. Then a few days ago an update was made about me, I left it alone someone else called the person who made the statement out saying it was mean, the poster responded saying that yes it was and it was meant to be, I again left it alone. Another mod saw this attack and called the poster out in an update, words were exchanged between them, I asked them both to stop and when it did not I first deleted the update made by the Mod and then deleted the update made by the other person. As both were just made to cause problems the poster admitted it on her update and Mod as admitted it as well.
What happened next was the first thing that has happened here that has made me even consider getting truly emotional and crying, the Mod a friend of mine who has been very supportive not only to me but many others here and the site decided she was leaving the site, I know some people are going to say that they pulled it before but truth is so have many others including the person who has repeated attacked me for over a year. But this person meant it she was tired of the attacks the petty and childish behavior that is displayed on this site more often then those doing post pictures or participate in what the is is about and for. She has seen people leave due to the attacks and the way people behave and was sick of it, she herself had come under attack for making a comment about people spreading rumors and having no proof, that if another member had made would have been over looked but since she is a mod she was attacked and told she should be better then that. The fact that I knew she meant it made me sad made me mad made me feel like losing my cool but I did not. I signed in the following day after she she removed her pictures ready to let this place do the one thing it has never done to me, make me cry, luckily she was talked down by someone and stayed. Thanks to that person this place has never made me cry.
But yeah there you have it I have said as much as I will about everything that has been going on with exception of this... To those who have stopped coming on status I am sorry that the site has turned into something that it should not be, and to those who have over the last year and a half I have been here that have defended me, or sent me PMs saying that you hope I am not letting things get to me, and you all know who you are Thanks. |