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We actually got started kind of by accident cuz I accidentally walked in on him in the den one night when he thought that I was over at a friend's sleepover and that he was the only one at home. I mean, I had been at a sleepover, but then the girl whose house it was got sick and so her mom told us that we should probably all go back home. Since she just lived around the corner from us, I just got by backpack and walked home. When I came in through the back door, I looked down the hallway and could see some light shining from the doorway to the den so I figured that he was in there watching TV and so I went down the hall to tell him I was home. When I got to the doorway and looked in I saw that he was laying on the couch in his robe, like he usually did, and he was watching something, though I couldn't yet see what it was, on the TV. I was just about to say hi when my eyes adjusted to the dim light and I could see that, though he did have his robe on, it was completely open and he was totally naked underneath it.

Anyway, I remember that, when I saw that he was laying naked on the couch and my mind was trying to figure out if I was really seeing what it thought I was seeing, I realized that I could also make out that he was stroking his right hand really fast up and down on his very hard penis as he was watching the TV. Obviously I practically went into shock at what I was seeing then!! And, lucky for me, where I was standing, he couldn't see me and so he didn't know that I was standing there, watching him do that.

Of course about a gazillion thoughts and feelings were flooding though my mind and body. Part of me wanted to scream, part of me wanted to run away as fast as I could, part of me wanted to just faint right there. When I looked up at the TV, expecting to see some sort of porn or something, I was shocked even further to see that he was actually watching one of our vacation videos from the previous summer when we had gone to the beach. And he was watching the part of the video where I had made him take a video of me practicing my cheer routines out on the beach because I was going to be going to cheer camp right after we got back from our vacation and so I wanted to practice my stunts and be able to look at them on the vid to see what I needed do better.

So, while part of me wanted to run away, there was also this part of me that was very curious and wanted to watch him as I was truly fascinated by the thought that, just my doing cheer routines on the beach in my bikini, could actually make him feel so horny that he had to just go ahead and do what he was doing!! It was a huge incredible rush of, like, power and control that I had never experienced before, and that rush actually gave me a very good, warm almost tingling feeling through my whole body! So my curiosity got the better of me and, instead of running away or screaming, I just stood there and watched as he made himself feel good while he was watching me on the vid. After about ten minutes or so, though it seemed a lot longer than that to me, I heard him start moaning my name out loud and I could see that he was, like, raising his butt up off of the couch.

So, anyway, I had been standing there watching him make himself feel good and he had started to move his hand faster up and down his hard penis and was moaning my name out loudly as he raised his butt up off of the cushions until all of the sudden he let out a really loud groan and then all of these thick, white ropy things just started spraying out of the tip of his penis and flying way up into the air and then splashing all over the place. They went all over him, his robe, the couch, the wall, the floor, the coffee table, I mean, they went EVERYWHERE! Anyway, so when that happened it really surprised and shocked me and I accidentally let out a little squeal, which he heard and so then he knew that I was standing there.

And at that point, no, as some of you have wondered, I didn't just walk over and jump on the couch with him and start fooling around with him nor did he ask me to come over and suck him or let him fuck me, nothing like what might be in a porn movie or anything, sorry!! What happened was that pretty much all hell broke loose, pardon my French!!! As soon as he heard my squeal he literally leapt up off of the couch and started yelling at me while, at the same time, trying to close his robe to cover himself. I will never forget that everything, for me anyway, seemed to be moving in almost like really slow motion and, though I could tell that he was yelling some words at me, it seemed like there was just this loud roar in my ears, it was really weird.

Anyway, in those first few seconds after he knew I was there, I remember watching him jumping up off of the couch and trying to close his robe and I also remember something that I thought was so odd but, since this was a very peculiar scene anyway, seemed somehow to fit right in, and that was the fact that as he tried to cover himself, I could see his penis still looked very long and very hard and it was flopping around as he moved and, what was strange was that, even though he was no longer stroking or even touching it, his penis was still shooting out several more of those white ropy things as it bounced around, now spraying them out into the air in the middle of the den and I could even hear some of them as they splattered and splashed against things like the wood floor or the newspaper that was on top of the coffee table. It was so strange and bizarre yet so appropriate for the whole surreal scene, it seemed.

So, maybe not more than five or six seconds after he started yelling at me I didn't know what to do and I was so scared and confused that I just stood there and started crying. Again, not the erotic or romantic response that some have wondered might have happened. Just me standing there crying. Well, when he saw that he had really frightened me then he pretty much calmed down and started apologizing to me, over and over. Telling me that he was so sorry for what had happened and that it would be okay. And he came over to me and we hugged each other and he even started crying a little too, saying over and over how sorry he was that he "had done that".

So, anyway, after we had hugged each other for a minute or so we sat down and talked for a really long time about what had happened. I remember that he was SO nervous talking to me about it and about why he did that to himself and so I told him that I understood, that I had heard that boys did that to themselves but I had just never actually seen one do it. I also told him that I knew why he did that, that it was because it felt really good when he did it, and I told him that I knew that because I had done it myself too, sometimes in the bathtub or in my bed at night, and I knew that it felt really good to do that.

I remember he got this really shocked look on his face when I told him that as I guess that he, for some reason, never thought that I actually masturbated (I had actually only just begun doing that less than a month before). And I also remember that when I told him that, I could see the front of his robe was starting to poke out in front, like a little tent, right where his penis was. When I looked down and saw that, I looked back up and asked him if his thingy was getting all hard again and he kind of gave this nervous laughter and admitted that, yes, it was. I remember that I then asked him if that meant was he going to have to go do that to himself again. He answered by saying something about maybe he would but that if he did, he was going to make sure that he did it in a much more private place where he would be sure to be by himself. I remember kind of thinking about that for a few seconds and then I asked him why would he have to go and do that? After I asked him that he had this kinda shocked look on his face and asked me did that mean that I wanted to watch him do it again. And I remember that I nodded my head yes and said something like, yeah or maybe I could..... and he asked me, maybe you could what? And I told him that maybe I could help him do it the next time.

When he heard me say that, he said something like, oh God, Lauren, we should not even be talking like this. And so I told him that it was okay, that I understood if he didn't want to do that then we didn't have to. And then he and I just sat there looking at each other for a couple of minutes and I remember that just when I started feeling like maybe I should get up and go to my room and forget that this all happened, he reached for my hand, took hold of it and then stood up and then I stood up and he led me back over to the couch where he had been before.

So, when we got to the couch he laid down on it, just like he had before except this time his robe was closed. I kneeled down on the floor next to the couch right at his waist. I remember I asked him if I could see "it" and he told me that if I wanted to, all I had to do was open up his robe. So I reached for the sash on his robe and untied it and then pulled open both sides of his robe so that he was now laying there with his body totally naked and right there in front of me. I could feel my heart beating so hard that it felt like it was going to jump right out of my throat as I sat there realizing what we were doing and that I was getting ready to touch my very first penis and it was going to be his penis at that!!

I remember that his penis was all big and hard again and it was kinda bobbing up and down a little on his tummy so that the tip of his penis, that was all shiny and dark red, was almost touching his bellybutton. I could see in his bellybutton and on his stomach and the hair on his chest there was some shiny kinda grey watery looking stuff and I pointed to it and asked him what it was. He told me that that was the sperm that he had shot out earlier when I had been watching him. And I said something like, Oh so that sperm was all that white stuff I saw squirting out?", and he said that it was, but that some people call it "cum" instead of sperm. I thought about that for a minute and told him that I liked "cum" better, cuz it kinda sounded more fun.

Anyway, as I was looking at all the cum stuck on his belly and chest I asked him what did his cum feel like. He said that if I wanted to know I could touch some of it. I remember thinking about that for a few seconds and then I asked him if he wanted me to touch his cum, and he just kinda nodded. So, I reached out and dipped my finger into the little puddle if his cum that had collected in his bellybutton. When I lifted my finger out I could see that it was kind thick and syrupy and so I rubbed it between my finger and my thumb. I told him that it felt weird. He kinda laughed and said that some girls like the way cum feels and some don't. I told him that I didn't mean I didn't like it the way it felt, I just thought it felt kinda weird when I was rubbing it between my fingers.

He then went on to say that some girls also like the way that cum tastes and some girls don't. That made me ask him what cum tastes like and he really laughed out loud then, saying that he certainly had no idea what it tasted like. Then we both were quiet for a few minutes and I remember that then I looked at him and asked him if he wanted me to taste his cum. He just kinda whispered something like, "Oh God, Lauren, if you want to, go ahead". I thought about that for a few minutes as I was twirling my finger around in his cum-filled bellybutton and then just decided, what the heck, and I lifted my finger up and leaned over his tummy and stuck my finger coated with his cum into my mouth. I pulled my finger out, licking it clean along the way and I remember that he let out a really soft moan when I did that.

Anyway, after I had tasted and swallowed that little bit of his cum, I told him that it tasted really different, not that it tasted bad, but it just tasted a lot different than what I thought it was going to taste like. I had dipped my finger back into his bellybutton and was twirling it around again and I looked up at him and asked him if I could taste some more of his cum. He said that, sure, I could have as much as I wanted.

So, I started dipping the cum out of his bellybutton and spooning it into my mouth as best I could with my fingers. After a few minutes, I remember thinking to myself that this was taking too long and so I raised myself up on my knees so I was over his tummy and I leaned down and stuck my tongue right into the little puddle of cum that was left there and licked it all out. I then started licking around on his tummy, licking up some of the globs of his cum that were stuck there. As I was moving down I suddenly felt something warm and hard and wet pressing against my cheek and I realized that I had bumped into the tip of his penis. When I turned my head to look at it, I could see that there was a big drop of clear liquid oozing out of the hole and without even thinking I just leaned forward and took the tip of his cock into my mouth and licked that drop off of there.

When I did that, I remember he let out a really loud moan and I immediately pulled my mouth off of the tip of his penis cuz I thought I had hurt him or something. I turned to him and asked what I had done wrong and he just kinda laughed and moaned that it wasn't that I had done anything wrong, it was just that he had not been expecting me to put my mouth on his penis and it felt so good when I did that he couldn't help but just moan like that. When I heard him say that, I asked him if that meant that he wanted me to put his penis back in my mouth, to which he nodded his head.

So I turned back to his penis that was still bobbing up and down and could see that there was another, even bigger drop of clear stuff coming out of the hole and so I leaned over and slid the whole head of his penis into my mouth and licked all around it with my tongue. When I did that I felt him take hold of my hair and lift it all up off of my neck. I pulled my mouth off of his penis and asked him why he was doing that and he told me that it was because he wanted to be able to see me, that he liked watching me do this. So I turned back and slid my mouth over the head of his penis again and licked it some more.

Once I had cleaned off the tip of his penis I turned back to him and asked him if he wanted me to put my hand on it and stroke it for him so he could feel good again, like he had done to himself earlier. He said yes, that it would feel really good if I could stroke him while I sucked on the tip of his cock. I asked him how he wanted me to stroke it for him and he said that I could just do it kinda like I had seen him stroke it. I started to turn back to his penis and then turned and asked if he wanted to watch me do this too, and he nodded yes. So I reached back with my other hand and pulled my hair out of the way as I leaned over and suck his now throbbing cockhead into my mouth and then wrapped the fingers of my right hand as far around the shaft of his penis as they would go. I then started slowly sliding my fist up and down his cock as I sucked on the tip and I could hear him whispering and moaning behind me and I knew that I must be making him feel good, And that feeling really made me excited!

I remember that, as I stroked it, it felt like his cock was a lot warmer than the rest of his body. I mean it felt like it was really hot whereas the rest of his body just felt normal, like a warm body. I thought to myself that maybe I was not stroking it right, that it was getting so hot from me squeezing it too hard or maybe I was stroking it too fast so I relaxed my grip and slowed down my stroking so my hand was going very slowly and lightly on his cock. When I did that, though, he moaned even louder and I could feel his hips start bucking up and down on the couch, pressing his cock against my moving hand and I heard him whisper something like, "Oh God no, Lauren, don't stop, squeeze it harder and go faster, please, I'm almost there", so I tightened my fingers on his cock again and went back to stroking it faster since I figured it must not be hurting him if he said that.

I could still feel his hips pumping slightly and, since I was laying my head on his tummy, that made his cockhead go back and forth in between my sucking lips. I can remember that by this time I could feel my own heart just hammering in my chest and it sounded like it was right next to my ears as I could hear this constant whooshing sound like I could almost hear the blood rushing through it. I also remember recognizing the tingly feeling between my legs that I would always get whenever I was getting ready to engage in my recently discovered pleasure of playing with my pussy. And I could feel that there was already quite a bit of wetness seeping out between the lips of my pussy as I slightly moved my hips to rub them together.

I slid my other hand down between my tummy and the couch and slipped it under the waistband of my skirt and panties cuz it felt like the wetness was starting to run down the inside of my thighs. When he saw me do that he moaned something like, "Oh Jeeeeezus, Lauren, you really have already started to masturbate?", and, since it was hard for me to say anything, I just tried to moan that I was checking how wet it was between my legs but, since that just came out as a series of moans, I pulled my hand from between my legs and held it up towards his face so he could see how wet my fingers were. When I did that, he let out a really loud moan and took hold of my hand and brought my fingers into his mouth, where he proceeded to suck and lick them clean. At the same time, I felt his hips start pumping up and down faster, making his cock slide through my fist and in and out of my mouth faster and faster and his moaning got even louder.

Suddenly, I heard him whisper something like, "Oh, Lauren, oh God, Lauren, okay you're gonna make me cum, I'm gonna do it in your mouth if you keep going, oh God, I'm cumming in your mouth, Jesus, Lauren, it's gonna squirt all in your mouth, okay, okay, okay, here......it......CUMS, GAAWWWWWWWWDDDDD!", and then I felt his entire penis swell up and the cockhead inside my mouth felt like it was huge, and then all of the sudden his hips stopped pumping, like they were frozen in mid-air for a few seconds and then they jerked forward really hard and suddenly my already full mouth was flooded with a warm, thick fluid as I felt the first spurt of his cum splash hard against the back of my throat and I instinctively tried to swallow just to clear my throat but his cockhead was so far into my mouth that I nearly gagged. I pulled my head back slightly so it would give me room to swallow without gagging and as I did another, even larger burst of his tart cum squirted out of his cock and splattered against my tongue and throat. As I tried to swallow, another eruption of cum sprayed into my mouth and that was too much for me to hold so some of it kinda started spraying out of the sides of my mouth onto his cock and his balls and thighs as I continued to try to gulp it down my throat so I wouldn't choke and gag on it. Finally, after about the fourth or fifth spurt, they started getting smaller and further apart until his cock stopped shooting out his cum and started slowly shrinking, though still throbbing inside my mouth. I could hear him breathing really hard and could feel my head rising up and down on his tummy as his lungs gasped for air. Between his breaths I could hear him whispering, "Oh Lauren, oh God Lauren,".

After a minute or so I slowly pulled my mouth from his now soft penis and lifted my head to look at him and asked him if I had done it right, did it feel as good as when he had made himself feel good before? I remember he just kinda laughed softly and said that it had felt better than he had ever felt before. And when he said that, it made me smile and I felt on top of the world that I could make him feel that good! After another minute or so I asked him if I would ever get to do this again with him and he just smiled and said that, as far as he was concerned, we could do this whenever I wanted....