horse_brat's Blog - page 2

Hi everyone,
Ok, just wondering how many people will notice I was here and blogged? hmmm *thinks not many will notice*
Well, things are going pretty good. Still packing (yeah I have til December) and going on with life.
I'm not sure what else to update you on yet...so I might be back. lol
Pup is doing better...yay!! I've got her on a great diet and she is picking up weight finally. Cancer is still there, she needs surgery, but I have to get her weight up first.
I might have met someone too Time will tell what happens...I'll leave that alone for now. I'm tired of being single and just wanting someone there for me, even if its just a hug or a daily text or phone call. I miss that, I need that.
Anyway, hope everyone is good...
I'll be back soon to blog again.
~Brat~

Ok ok, you guys win...I'll stay for a bit...
I'll update my blog when I can so you know whats going on.
But wont be often. Well, could be depending on what happens here...
Well, single life sucks, but I'm sure the break will be nice...
The pup isnt doing so great, but I'm waiting for the bloodwork to come back...Fingers are crossed, but I know in my heart she is sick as heck.
Packing, Packing and more...packing...wow, xmas in a new house. Sooo cool...big back yard too. HOT TUB!
Anyway, yup, life is going good. Chin up and smilin'
TTYS
~Brat~

Hey all;
Well, time heals, scars remain, but I'm moving on. I've decided that I cannot wait for someone that might never be ready. Im hoping we stay friends, but I can't stay in love with someone that can't love me back.

I move in December, so Im packing up my place now and getting exited.

School starting soon!! yay...huge excited there.

My foster pup might have to be put down, cancer. She is really sick right now...but if she needs the help, Ill be there holding her paw.

Other than that, all is good...back is in pain again, doctor says surgery...

will keep ya posted...

PS. also thinking of leaving NN, although I have made some friends here, I just dont have the time to come on, let alone have spare time for myself these days...

Time will tell tho...

MIss ya all, talk soon.

Mwah

New House!!! woohoo...update later...gotta get some stuff done

Time heals, scars remain, but lessons are learnt. Everything happens for a reason, so cry yesterday and smile today because tomorrow is coming...and love him until tomorrow, because in reality, tomorrow never comes. )

A little quote a friend said to me last night....

Ahhh this weekend was awesome...to a point...

Friday night, went out with friends. Had one drink.

Saturday, rescue calls "we have an emergency dog that needs a place" "bring it over" and guess what? She is an awesome dog!!

Had my son's birthday party from 1pm til 5pm...that night, went out with friends. Drank some "alco-fuckitall" and got DRUNK...Bet I couldnt spell skunk if I tried that night...got home at 8am.

Sunday, the world blew up in my face...Not exactly what I wanted.
My grandmother (had to visit her) started up about my family deciding on my father's funeral and health care when he was sick. I layed into her...It's done and over and was our choice, as his children what to do and how the funeral should be. It was in March and she needs to get past it.

Then I get home to find that my ex hubby is at my mothers. He got into it with his current wife. Found out ALOT of stuff on why he has been slacking with kids etc.

My roommate is a dick...wont shower, wont clean, wont do anything, not even get a job and then bitches that I'm taking in rescue dogs...
I PAY THE RENT. SCREW OFF is my response to that.
And now bitching at me that Im talking to my ex hubby about the kids...fuck that. MY kids, OUR kids. I need to arrange shit with him.

Anyway, I've kicked him out, so waiting for him to leave now...hope its sooner rather than later.

I'm moving soon too...anyone wanna help?

I also found out today that my little cousin has a brain tumor the size of a pea...Im scared for her.

My little foster pup...she's dropping weight, looking bad. Found another cancer lump too. Im running her to the vet in the morning...

Roller coaster please end the ride!!! I want off.

does anyone read these.................

and my question mark button is not working...

ugh

Well been busy...I'm fostering a dog for a rescue.
She's got some issues but she is the sweetest little thing.
Will try to post a pic...when I figure out how.
Spent the day at the vets and the outlook is a 50/50 thing...
time will tell I guess.

Going with the girls on Friday and we are pulling some more dogs out of the shelter before they are put down...

Other than that, Im trying to keep my mind going and focusing my life on other things (rescue) to keep sane and going.

Going to college tomorrow to get the info for classes...

It's my son's birthday today...well at 820am. lol
I feel so old now that my baby is growing up...
hmmmph.

Other than that...Miss you guys!

Oh and camping on the long weekend! So wont be on...

p


~Brat~

Sorry, laptop has been out of commission...
but Im back...

I had an interesting conversation with my friend today...she is having huge issues with her husband and she asked me this, and I think some people might relate...I didnt know how to answer her...any suggestions?

How can u give up the someone you love?

When is the right time?

Do u give up on them after you have done everything in your power for them, and they don't even realize that you've been there for them the whole time.

Do you give up after you've gave them something priceless and they act as if they deserved it.

Do you give up after you've wasted years of your life dealing with them and have nothing to show for it.

When is the right time to give up?

Do you continue to put yourself through so much, being sad all the time, staying away from people because you don't want to take your anger out in them.

Do you give up after the person shows you they love you but can never tell you.

Or do u give up after you know the person you love has been with someone else but they always run back to you.

How do you tell the person you love that it's over and you don't want to deal with them anymore without getting hurt.

anyone?