I find myself thinking about the women(specifically 1 or 2) from his past, especially when I'm feeling insecure and not so confident. Should I worry about them, do they want him back, does he want them back?? What happens to me if they come back into his life(more than they already are)? Am I enough to him to keep him in my life? But then can we really keep anyone? Yup, this is me thinking too much!! Just talking out my fears is what I'm doing, will I ever find the answers? Don't know!! Enjoy the time we are together & what we do and have fun with this relationship as long as it lasts........now to live those words!!! I do remember the words you told me John.....I'm the one you choose to spend time with, I'm the one you talk to, I know more than others know about you, I've been someplace others haven't been, you've been with me when you should have been w/your children(I'm not crazy about that one but thank you). These are comforting words to me so maybe it's my answer?! I don't know.... |