azsue99's Blog

I’m a 46 year young BIF.

I have a daughter who is studying in Italy to become an MD. She is aware of my lifestyle and she is absolutely OFF LIMITS.

I am divorced over 12 years now. When I was married (19 years), my ex talked me into swinging. I consented to make him happy. He loved to see me with other men. Then it became with other women. At first I was hesitant, but I have to admit that I started to enjoy it. He then wanted to take pictures of me but I said “no way”. He said he would block my face and showed me how it would look. There were only two possible features that could be recognized (and that would be only if you knew me) and that was iffy. So once again to make him happy I consented and he started to send them out on the net. I really didn’t have a problem with that as by then I was used to people seeing me nude. After a while, one on one became 2, 3, or more.

One night at one of the clubs there were a few black men. He insisted that I have sex with them and I said absolutely no. We had words but this time I didn’t give in. About three weeks later he told me he had to go on a business trip (which was normal) and that he would be gone for three days. On the 2nd night I went to sleep about 11:00 pm. I should tell you now that I’m a very heavy sleeper. Well, to make a long story short, I felt something against my face. I started to wake up only to find that I was tied up and blindfolded. I realized that it was a big cock trying to get in my mouth. I started to panic but there was not much I could do. Then another cock entered me. They weren’t hurting me and by this time my juices started to flow. I then realized that it was a couple of different penises going into me. After I while, I said to the people that were having me that “if you really want to have a good time, unbind me and take off the blind fold. They did and to my surprise there were 3 black men and my husband with some young bimbo who was giggling. Well right then and there I decided to screw the hell out of them. I think we did everything imaginable. The contrast of our skins heightened my sex drive. We were still going strong when my husband finished and he said “ok, that’s it everyone out”. I told the guys “I’m not finished yet so if you want to stay it’s alright with me”. Well, my hub didn’t want to mess with them and it lasted for almost another hour until I drained every drop from them. When they left my hub was in his den and the bimbo was gone. He was furious. I told him “I thought that was what you wanted; after all you brought them here”. He was still cursing when I went to take a shower. That night he slept in the guest room.

Things were never the same after that and about six months later he left me for a much younger person. The divorce was nasty but I made out very well. The last thing he did was to post to a bunch of internet sites a lot of the pictures he took except that this time my face wasn’t blocked out.

I consulted my attorney and he got a court order forbidding him to post any more photos, but the one’s that were already ‘out there’ I could do nothing about. That is basically the reason that I’m willing to show my face on my photos.

I continued to and still do have a very active sex life. I realized that I was enjoying having sex with other women more and more. I still like a stiff one (or two) but I love my fems of ALL legal ages.

One of my friends got me hooked on chat rooms where photos were being traded. I never sent myself but one day I received a picture of me from someone claiming to be me. I was mortified. But I found out that there was nothing I could legally do about it. So now, I post and trade the photos he took, and a bunch that I had friends take, and I even learned how to take my own photos (and I pray that he sees them) and I was quite surprised of how many friends were willing to pose for me even in sexual situations. It still bothers me a little when I receive my own photo but then I think, imitation is the best form of flattery. I just have to look in the mirror; they have to wait until I post more photos.

I have many friends that have given me permission to use their photos and I get a huge amount emailed to me. All emails give me the ownership of them. If I happen to have a photo that belongs to someone else, please let me know and I'll remove it.

Most weekends my friends and I have parties at our homes. There are about 40 people that belong to our group and usually someone brings a guest or two. Everyone must be STD tested once every two months to join in our parties. We are allowed to take photos as long as we block out faces and except for the friends that are willing to show their faces we have NEVER broken their trust.

One of the thrilling things we do is go out to a club or theater and get people to come to our parties. I am amazed at how fast Mr. & Mrs. America can lose their inhibitions.

Some of the parties have had people doing stuff that most people would call taboo. I won’t discuss it here but if you want to please email me at sisforsue@yahoo.com