Yesterday morning, was an other milestone, taken a few days short from 5 months since the stroke, but, I was out taking pictures at sunrise, deciding to do, this has been more mental, than physical to a degree, but my mindset was, I CAN do, this, I Will, carry my camera bag, final step, was I DID, It, was as big a moment of any, that, I have taken, I even managed to get 3 pictures, how such small words, can be so powerful, simple words to live for, I CAN and I WILL.
I had been having a few bad days before, that, down days, as I call them, was really just a stupid thing really, was, just one of those times, where, I was wishing, that I had someone,to share my day with, just to talk for a short time, but it passes, back to being lonely and not bothering about it.
I managed my longer days at work, I am only one hour short of full hours, but not bothered about that, I am only on 4 days, been told, that if, I need to cut them back, at anytime, to just do so.
My just playing with Metal, as I call it, is being cut back, been asked, if I will be a Trainer and do more in the Health and Safety side, once upon a time, the thought of spending time, in an office, I would have laughed at, but now, maybe, I am more, in a place, where I see it, as giving back.
I am, on holiday, again, was a case of use them or lose them. I have a thought of, when I hit 60, I will actually go, on holiday, that short while, when I use to go over the border, was the only time, since my twenties, that I actually, could say, it was a holiday,, but now the thought of saving up and going somewhere or more likely do something is quite strong. I canny really see myself, just lying by a pool or, by the sea, but, if I had someone, with me, would happily do so.
Well, haircut time, been cutting my own, since we were in lockdown, simple Number 2 all over, for all my left arm, does not work the same now, it was another of those, I CAN and I WILL moments..
Autumn has given, some lovely colours, this year, phone picture, from Friday, went with the camera,yesterday and the light was not the same,seize the moment, when you can.