It's been an up and down roller coaster here with NN, I get all into pics and post like crazy and then I go MIA for months, I get some friends to join and then all of a sudden there are awesome BJ vids of me and fucking shots through their profile up for a bit and then just as I get my miss independent mojo back on someone walks into my life.
As some may remember I was looking for a date to see one of my favourite DJ's back in early Oct. It was across the border and i was looking for a NSA weekend blast. I tried here and I tried dating sites with much interest from guys who "could get into it" but I was looking for someone with serious passion for the crazy rave scene. I have been a raver since '94 and nothing seems to want to change that
I decided to message a guy I was hesitant on, due to his younger age with him at 29 and me 37, but I thought well it's less than a month away and our interests are pretty tight. So I gave it a go. We pretty much hit it off with our first date being Sept 8, I attended his bday party later that month. I made a note to the fact that this will be his lat BJ of his 20's when that happened, I knew it was probably the best he ever had so it would be remembered regardless. Then the Rochester party. OMG it was the best and I think that is when we realized there was not going to be a NSA situation.
When my bday fell late last month and he surprised me with all that he did, I knew I was going to fall in love with this guy, and I will and it is crazy for me to say that, because those who remember my blogging years ago know the heartache I had just endured and in all honesty I am still not over it. The bar that my late boy left was so freaking high, I never wanted to settle for less than that and totally never would and I never ever thought I could get that lucky twice, but, I think a certain angel sent him to me and as early as it is, I think this is the guy I will spend the rest of my life with
The first time I fucked him (and I will point out I was wasted) I whispered "Do know how many guys wish they could fuck me?" which then turned into an after fuck explanation lol and to my surprise A he was not interested in and B seemed okay with, I mean why not we were not thinking serious relationship here anyways. It wasn't until a few weeks ago that he ended up looking at my profile with me. He was surprised at it, loved some pics but seemed a bit weirded out. I offered to close my account if things turned out between us and he would prefer to not have his GF online like this but he replied this is you and why would he want me to change anything of who I am and what I enjoy, so how awesome is that!
The only thing NOT awesome is that a mod or some have decided that some of my pics are not appropriate for my gallery which is weird because I try to be sexy and seducing and sometimes I have more clothes on that aren't porny enough, I say it's bullshit because from the comments and messages and likes a lot of guys did appreciate them, so in all honesty that is the real reason I may have slowed with the uploads. I feel violated in expressing my own way of being sexy by these certain pics being removed. So we shall see what happens from here on. I am at 122 pics right now and I hope to keep it that way and I hope the mods respect me, in the way that I try to respect this site by posting classy, sexy, clear well taken artistic pics.
So to end tonights blog, I guess my message to send out is never give up on love, I did and well look... what a cute awesome couple we are, look at that pic... we are like two happy balls in fruit of the looms and I could not be happier
Nighty night MWAH!
